All I see is smiles on my face but I can see straight through that mask. My Friends can see through the mask too. They can see the pain and hurt inside. They know its not easy for me day in day out dealing with neuropathy. What I wouldnt give to be normal, just for a day. To not have to worry about the pain or the numbness. That is quickly taking over my extremities. I try to be a rebel and not use my scooter and use my walking stick as much as i can. But its hard.
I set aside my health problems to have fun and then I end up dealing with my health for at least as week if not longer afterwards. The fact that it is getting worse in my hands and arms is what literally scares the hell out of me.
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